goodmornin starshine!

waaaah so sick!

2006-08-15T02:54:00.000-07:00

I watched CLICK last Saturday night with Sab and Gee..super funny and nakakaiyak..haha! I cried! Even though I'm the type of those who never cried in movies... ehehehe.. It's really nice you guys should watch it!..

Last night I was throwing up..3 times! ..how sad..I also missed school pa.. Ayumi, Pam and Koko came over my house just 10 minutes ago to pick me up to take pictures in St. Jerome...Pero kj ako I was too sick to even dress up.. Hehe.. Waaah, I feel so sick, vommiting, headaches, stomachaches, and I'm always hungry pa! Waaah!

feeling so high

2006-07-21T01:03:00.000-07:00

Gosh..I'm so getting obsessed with him..! It was wednesday when I saw him online...[not devin] he was so nice... And I feel like I'm inlove again... But with a totally different kind of guy...he's reeeeeally nice!! I can't wait to go out with him...

koko and carmela's bday

2006-07-21T00:40:00.000-07:00

Last Friday, I went to Town with Carmela and her friends and Korina and my old barkada to celebrate their birthday...
I really wanted to go with sila Korina cause we haven't gone out on a gimmick for more than year! ..but I couldn't because of someone that they're with...... That's why I just hung out with Carmela's group even though I feel o.p... Lorenzo had a crush on the guy across our table in Saisaki..it ws so shocking!!Ü he would even take pictures of that guy.. hahahaha..!!! Then after that we went to Timezone..and I saw my old barkada in Shakey's celebrating Korina's birthday.!Ü I really missed being with them..but I feel like I'm not allowed to because of someone.. While we were playing in timezone sila Koina and Carla came..then we took pictures of ourselves sitting on strawberries and Korina's s.r. friend playing with a thong! Hahaha! Laughtrip super!!Ü I was supposed to go home at 8pm cause my parents were already calling me, but wala pa pala,..so I hung out with Cher, Erika, Edgar and Kebo in Seattles.. Laughtrip..Edgar and Kebo were trying to be like "badboys" they wanna smoke but they can't find a lighter! Hahahaha..Ü Then Amable came and hung with us too..we were making picture picture!! it was so funny they're all so vain!!Ü Hahaha..Ü We all rode Erika's car going home except for Amable it was so funny they were all telling scary stories while Erika's Michael Jackson's singing.. Hahaha.. and we also passed by Cuenca after..Ü Hahaha..Ü

enchanted!

2006-06-25T03:03:00.000-07:00

So...last Saturday was EK day!! Weeee! FE kids had discounted tickets c/o Tito Mario Mamon.. I had so much fun even though it was really tiring! I rode Space Shuttle for the first time..Anchor's Away was the best! I loved it so much..we would play the silent game there sometimes..no screaming! Haha.. We also beat the record of 30 scoops of ic cream in one bowl sa scoop all you can in nestle.. Haha.. Anyway..it was such a long day so un..kakatamad magkwento ng whole day..wahahahaha!!

3 straight days

2006-06-25T02:31:00.000-07:00

Ok so for three straight days I've been in town! I'm so broke na! Friday, I went to town with Jessa at 8pm..I was so bored at home and I have to meet Devin's friends pa there.. He was sort of like starting to get mad at me coz we were supposed to hang with my friends and his southville barkada.. And so yeah, Jessa and I watched Scary Movie 4, it so damn corny! Then sila Devin watched it with us..Jessa didn't like the guys..haha..sama ng tingin!Ü Then after a while Anna and Erika watched it with us but then they left na so I was the only one with Devin's friends..and I don't have a sure ride home and Devin wanted to walk me home..hahaha..yuck. So I told them I'll just go the bathroom..but I never came back..I made my mom fetch me in the cinemas at 11:30pm!
Yesterday, we went to ruins! I bought these really nice pants. Yeah..Haha. Then Loren invited me to go to town and watch the nun.. I invited Cher too and we bumped into Erika and Anna again.. Hahaha.. We also saw Cher's one and only love and so she wanted to watch scary movie 4 so she can see her lovy-dovy.. Hahahaha. We also saw Alvin,...damn he's so cute..Haha. Erika also made me pakilala with her really cute friend F******do..Hahah.. And now, I'm in town doing my homework coz our usb port at home's broken that's why I had to go here..
Earlier I was in Cuenca because the FE14 people planned this family fair.. I loved the giant slide so much even though it burned our butts..haha. I can't for Taal! The whole FE15 will have an outing in Taal! Woohooo!!

2006-06-25T02:28:00.000-07:00

Last last friday...
Ok I just found out that I have batchmates who really buy drugs like marijuana.. I mean they do it so casually..we saw them in town and they're friend said that they're "basag" daw...dude1 and dude2 even kissed each other on the lips everytime dude3 said so...they're eyes were so red and they really acted weird...its freaky!!! Anyway I went to town today just right after school with Loren and Marian..we watched Lakehouse but we didn't finish it cause Loren was gonna be picked up at 9:30something.. Cher was with sina Nicole and her classmate na new student.. I also saw Devin there for the first time...(the last time na he was with us nasa movie house so hindi ko makita muka niya! wahahaha.} we've been texting each other for the last couple of weeks.. He was the friend of the guy who asked our numbers in the Xmen movie.. Yeah, and then we to Starbucks na to wait for Loren's ride..then we got together with Anna (J-B) and Erika (S-C) when we saw them in Seattles... Tapos Devin and his two friends were there na pala so they decided to hang-out with us nalang.. They're ok naman, Erika named them Gilbert, Jebert, and Bebot! Wahahah!

2006-06-15T23:32:00.000-07:00

We'rea all so bummed right now..with nothing to do in Computer class!! So I'll just write what happened last week!!! Fuck it. So anyway we to Sabel's house last Saturdaaaaay with the rest of FE so we can watch our play on video c/o Poch and we're gonna draw the raffle and see all the pics during the FE weekend! Then the time when we really got bored, Allen, Mari, Anna, Chrissie and I went out for a walk around they're place and go to other people's houses that we know... We didn't really went far coz they called us to go back to the house.. After eating after-dinner snacks, Nina, Gica, Feliz, Allen, Chrissie, Sabel, Abby, Nikki, Migs, and Kat (who just got home from the states) and I went out in the garden and make fools out of ourselves by spinning so many times and looking like stupid drunken people!! We also told each other ghost stories...and sitting really close to each other cause we're so scared..hahahahahha!! We kept screaming everytime bats made loud noises on top of our heads and cats fighting..bwahahahaha!! Then when we really got scared we all begged Migs to make us kwento his so many Erap jokes..!! Yeahh..i miss that day..we kept on screaming! We got home ng mga 2am na coz...we miss each other!! That's just it.. Bwahahahaha!! Tomorrow we're gonna go to EK!! For free!!....i mean..DISCOUTED. Wahahah.. Wooooohoooo!!!

men are from mars

2006-05-24T06:04:00.000-07:00

Today I went to Town with Marian and we watched X-men The Last Stand. [You guys should watch it, Jean Grey's gonna die. Scott's gonna die. Mystique will become human. Magnito's gonna be human. But they're gonna mutants again in the end. Hahaha!!] The line was so long outside so we waited there for an hour sa cinema one! And Janvit was with us the whole time spoiling the movie and swaying side-to-side while eating his popcoooorn..haha..Peace! We sat sa front row and two guys beside us were so maingay, and the other one seated beside Marian was so malandi... SO malandi! When the movie just finished his friend left na and he just stayed there for a while and asked Marian for her number! But she passed the phone to me so the guy won't feel rejected..haha kawawa naman, so I wrote my number not thinking about replying or meeting up with him if he might text..!! Hahah! Sana I wrote Edwin's number nalang..Sayang! Hmmm...for all those who has a "crush" on Edwin this is his number: 09155739365 he likes meeting new people!

so rude

2006-05-12T00:10:00.000-07:00

Wow.. It was SO so sweet of my bestfriend to come over to my place and drop-off her gift for me.. I thought that Monica was just going to pass by my house for a little chit-chat and stuff, and she was going somewhere else after that and she had to go home early cause her dad is out of town.. Well..not really..I saw her tricycle outside our house waiting for her..that means she had to commute from Pilar to Alabang! I really REALLY appreciate it..and I just wish I let her stay much longer!! I'm so @#$!%^& guilty...!! And I miss my bestfriend! [and BTW Reg isn't leaving after all!]

hey! i care!

2006-05-04T19:50:00.000-07:00

I can't believe no one who knew didn't even dare to tell me that she was leaving...REG was leaving! I
mean like transferring to another school FOR REAL this time. [In the past years kasi she used to joke us
that she's leaving lasalle but hindi naman talaga]. Why didn't anyone even bother o tell me??! It's not like
I didn't care about her anymore..she was one of my bestfriends before [even though we didn't really show
it that much], until that awfull fight between me and...@$#!%...[i can't even remember how we ended up
hating each other] And now we're not that close anymore..but that doesn't mean I didn't care!! And now
she's #$!@#% leaving, I didn't have the chance to even say goodbye and I can't contact her!
I'm starting to miss everyone who has been so nice to me..my old barkadas, my freshmen class, my gr7
class, my barkada. I wish things didn't turn out to be this way.. I really miss my old bestfriends..

2006-05-04T04:40:00.000-07:00

3 days before my birthday!!!

2006-05-02T23:03:00.000-07:00

Saturday, April 29, 2006 - Blue Coral Beach in Batangas!Blue Coral wasn't really that nice as most people would say if they would go there.. The sand is a bit rocky and the shore is gets all dirty in the afternoon because of hightide.. We even saw a baby's diaper, "Chippy" wrapper, and there are too many jellyfishes in the shore..that's why we only swam in the morning and never swam in the seashore again after that! Kadiri eh! Sunbathing nalang by the shore. Haha.. But Blue Coral isn't really THAT bad...there's a reason why it's named "Blue Coral"! In the afernoon we rode a boat going to a nice spot to go snorkling...yey it's my fisrt time to go snorkling!! Itwas a bit scary because our boat's engine kept on shutting down near the shore, I'm worried that we might get stranded in the middle of the sea! Haha! So un, we went snorkling sa may coral reef. I really want to go deeper and swim with the colorful fishes but they said we must keep our life-vests on for safety.. I saw blue starfishes, and also parang the whole cast of fishes in Finding Nemo narin ata! Except for the sharks ofcourse..I would die if I saw one up-close! Some pics are in my multiply!!: http://chiarablush.multiply.com
Sunday, April 30- Monday May 1, 2006I was so excited to go to Subic for it's beaches (even my sunburn still stings!) while I was packing my bags..I put in a lot of beach clothes, accessories and my beloved bikini! We ate in Lola Boot's (wife of my grandfather's brother..we are huge family!) house for lunch and got to Subic in Subic Homes (town-houses) at five or six.. Americans used to live there during world war II maybe that's why the place looks like "Suburbia" but older. Our uncles and grandparent's a.k.a "majongera/os" stayed in Dong Puno's house beside ours. The houses were centralized as in aircon yung whole house! Haha! During the night I thought that I'll (except for my cousins, caue they're all too little)just watch a band play songs, eat unlimited free pica-pica, milkshakes, "drinks" and glasses filled with white wine over-flowing our tables in Pierre One Boardwalk (beside a beach..but it's not swimable) with the whole Roa clan..but yun pala we're gonna go dancung/clubbing..yes, CLUBBING!! Yea, I would enjoy clubbing..but with my friends not with my family! They were all in the dance floor having fun from the "Horny" song to "Buttercup" to "..get that funking music white boy..". They invited us to dance and have a good time but the songs were too discouraging.. Haha! I know I'll have a good time if would be with my friends! [My grandfather gave me the bawal-yan look while I had a sip of a strawberry Margarita..! Haha!] I just wish my cousins would just become my age so we can all have fun clubbing in Subic.. Haha! We went home at 12am and we should wake up the next day at 6am so we'll have a lot of time and go to the beach. But we slept too well and we didn't have enough time to go to any beaches there...putekkk...!!! My cousins wanted to go to Ocean Adventure and watch dolphins and seals do tricks..but we skipped that because it sounds so boring. I was so excited to go on a Safari in "Zoobic" where we would be in encaged in a jeep and be around where the tigers stay...a trained guy that would be riding with us will feed the tigers live chickens and bump our jeep wildly daw sabi ni Tito Joey (he promotes tourism in Subic kaya halos free lahat!=P)..But first we have to see the other animals in the zoo before the safari ride! Some wild boars are roaming around out of their cages..it was really scary!! They can run to us anytime and bite us in the ass! The Safari ride was SO effing disappointing!! There was no more space in the jeep for a trained guy to feed and throw live chickens to the tigers para they would attack our jeep![for fun!!!] The tigers were so tame and they won't come near us! I waited so much for the thrill and excitement but they were just sitting under the trees with chicken feathers in their mouth bathing under the sun and looking cute. They were so tame and adorable that I wanted to go out and hug them!! Everything was so nakaka-bitin.. the Subic nightlife, the beach!!!, zoo, the effing safari ride, and shopping. Before we hit the road going home we stopped by Duty Free to buy chocolates and water..we spent most of our money there and I don't have enough money for town (sorry Marian!)! Haha. I want to go to Subic again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-04-26T04:09:00.000-07:00

Tuesdays are like the nights when I just want to stay home and watch all my favorite shows: OC, one tree hill, prisonbreak, antm! But last night we had this FE practice again.. Again!! The Mamon kids who were the ones teaching us the songs said our voices were too low for the daughters part, then this guy just right infront of us sang "AmEEEEn" in his highest voice.. p#@!*& i%$ we all started laughing uncontrollably at his face! But we didn't really mean to embarrass him that way.. Haha!
Woohoo! I will be beach bummin this whole weekend Friday-Sunday! We're going to Laiya Blue Coral this Friday-Saturday [with my family], white sand and crystal blue waters...Waah! I can't wait.. And from Sunday to Monday we're all gonna go to Subic...the whole Roa clan will be there [my 1st and 2nd cousins lang]! Weee! But it's still Wednesday and I don't have plans I'm just bumming around at home playing PS, doing "Pilates", eating and sleeping all day.. I want to go to Basilan park! Huhuhu.. [I haven't seen him for days, I miss him..:( ] Ang ingay pa sa house! The "Pest-away" people are doing their thing downstairs to get rid of termites before they eat our house until nothing's left and all I can here is "rattattattattattattattattatt..!" Tomorrow will be our enrollment and my parents are expecting me to do it on my own. I really don't know how! Haha.. I also have a meeting with the FE kids tomorrow in the Dominguez' for our skit...so nakaka-sawa na! Damn you meetings! I just want it all to be over! =p

2006-04-25T01:49:00.000-07:00

Sab woke me up last Sunday early in the morning and asked "'Market! Market!' o

SM??" and I said "Ano pa kaya? Market market!". I was so excited because I

haven't shopped for clothes in a year without worrying about losing my own

money. I always shop with my own money...that was the rule since I became a

shopaholic! So now my parents only give me cash if I have to buy 1)something

important, 2)pay for fees, 3)my lunch money, 4)when it's Christmas or my

birthday, 5)or if they just feel like it [rarely happens!]. And this time my mom really

feels like spending for own vanity. So I got up quickly and did my morning routine.

But unfortunately for me, my parents came home later than we expected and we

ended up shopping in SM. On the way and going back, I was surprised that there

was no traffic! Haha. Then at 5pm we went to the DIaz' house for the FE15

meeting to practice (songs, "actions") and talk about our plans for our play and

ofcourse there's dinner! They have this really really cool fondue set called

"THE CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN"! The chocolate tasted so good! And

around it were marshmallows, apples and barquillos to go with the uber yummy

chocolate! I was so baboy I kept on eating and eating and I didn't care if I was the

only one eating the whole time! Haha. And then at 9:30pm Chrissie had a

volleyball game against the black team from [i think] SOS or St. Jerome in the

park in Basilan. I love going there coz I get to see "him"! [I really wanna know his

name!!] Haha! De joke! I go to the park with Cher and Marian to eat bbq, isaw,

and gulaman, and watch games and make tambay when there's nothing to do at

home. When we hang-out there, nakaka-left-out a bit cause all of the mga

taga-park know each other and we're like mga "sino un?". Tapos Sab signed me

up to join the modern dance presentation on Independence Day. :P

2006-04-19T01:59:00.000-07:00

"Sandy Land"

Don't build your house on a sandy land
Don't build it too near the shore
Well it might look kinda nice but you have to build it twice
Oh, you have to build your house once more

You better build your house upon a rock, rock, rock!
With a good foundation on a solid spot!
Where the storms may come and go
But the peace of God you will know!

Rock of ages, cleft for me
Let me hide myself in thee!
>>kakaStuck sa head. not sure with the lyrics nga e

2006-04-14T07:29:00.000-07:00

I really love summer. I can sleep all day and do anything I want like go to beaches and stuff. Summer's all about that. Except for the really hot days and sleepless nights. Last Monday April 10, my mom convinced us to wake up really really early and go to the pilgrimage/visita Iglesia (how do you spell it?) for 12 hours with the St. James people...the Family Life Apostolate, ME and FE people.. I was with Ate Chrissie and my parents the whole time, we're not very close to the people that were with us..most of them are old and active in the church and I'm just an FE kid forced to come with them. Chrissie just wanted to come cause she wants to stop by in Liliw to buy shoes. We visited seven old churches in far places like Antipolo and Laguna.. and I admit it was a bit boring! In the first church that we visited, a lot of old ladies were grabbing my arm, giving me scapulars and saying stuff that I don't understand! I thought they wre being nice when they were handing out scapulars, yun pala they wre asking for donations.. Ngek. Ang daming churches na old talaga, like may bats sa ceiling, walls are covered up so many time with cement and bird and bat poo every where! In every church we had the same routine: baba ng bus, suot yung shades, smile sa camera ni Tito Jun sa harap ng church, pray two stations, ikot, sakay ng bus. We had lunch in this really cool restaurant named Exotik ang taas ng land and we can see everything from our view. Anna, Mari, Tita Edith and another family were in the same table with us.Tthe faucet in their sink looks like a fountain! Haha! Anyway, I can't remember other stuff that happened. I had a great time!Last Tuesday, April 11, was my dad's birthday but we celebrated it the day after cause everyone's so busy. We ate in Kitaro, the restaurant in South super market and sobrang tagal ng food ko as in they were already done and I'm still waiting! When we celebrate birthdays, we always eat in Japanese and Chinese restaurants, and sobrang nakakasawa na 'cause we eat the same stuff naman eh! It's been awhile since I hung out with Cher, Marian and Franky. Cher has to go to the Trumpets Playshop even she doesn't wanna go, Franky is in the States but I dunno until now, and I have allt these FE practices for a small play for the incoming FE16 people! "Church" practices aren't really fun, they teach us songs that get stuck to out head, and dance with careographed steps! it's not like I can't sing or dance..it's just by thinking that we look so silly doing that.. And they woul'd laugh at us like what me and my sisters did when were there. Haha! People who maybe reading this must join FE..you'll have lots fun listening to a family's problem over and over for two hours in three days! And, not only will you have awkward time with your parents, you'll also see signs saying "NO SOCIALIZING", you can laugh at us while singing and dancing for you and the food is really good! (I'm so mean.. Hehe.)

last day of school

2006-03-23T07:22:00.001-08:00

Last day of school in our freshman year! I woke up in the morning in a hurry coz my dad and Sab will be playing tennis and they wanna be early. When I was about to enter the classroom, a huge pest came crawling toward me and gave me this red little box that it likes so much and inside there's a TOOTH with strings around it and a filthy heart pendant that looked like 'it' picked the filthy thing in some street in the slums. And there's also a filthy one-fourth sheet of paper with disgusting things written on it. (OK i'll be a bit nice by giving it a name-Edwin) He even said on the letter that he worked all night writing to me..!! Like I owe him something! Ick.
First test was stats, so I just went out for awhile and settled my clearance. After that I went back to the classroom and I took the English test! We--> Me, Louisa, Marian, Cher, Julia went to Franky's house after school, we watched desperate housewives on dvd, played scrabble..scrabble!! Haha! We were so mean to the dragqueen/s***/b****/the girl who everyone hates/sexy personality! And to Crabby Patty... Mocha, Franky's shi-tzu was so cute! I learned how to play the yoyo there. Haha!
In the afternoon we all went to Cuenca cause Franky has soccer practice. And we went to Jaime's house first whle she was still practicing.. And he showed us stuff while Marian is filming him in her cam parang MTV cribs Jaime's house its so nice and so modern. They have this grapes taped on top of all their doors! Haha! For gooduck daw. Then we went back to Cuenca to just hang-out and take pictures and stuff for the last time while we're freshmen..Haha. Labo. Cher was so happy that day! I made her day happy because I was the one who told her! We saw her crush driving his golfcart to Cuenca to buy food lang daw sa store there known as 'Rustans'. Haha. Cher was so hyper cause of him.Super. Haha. OK nakakatamad na magkwento.. So up to there nalang! Byeee.

qwertyyiop

2006-03-21T05:03:00.000-08:00

Monica and Mike just broke up last Tuesday.. I'm very sorry I wasn't there for you. You'll be my bestfriend for ever!:)

I feel so stupid. Maybe it's because I always get compared with my sisters who have been in the 'honor section' since..forever!! I miss the years when I really felt smart. Like jr prep to grade3 and grade 6! But now I'm only exempted in Stats! I hate Florante at Laura! I don't get anything..the phrases are so malalim! I don't get it at all!
...Thank God I didn't know anything about the CL "only in the classroom" thing until he told us about it.. Or else my conscience will really bug me. Conscience--like sir delos santos! I think some people are really over-acting when they say that they lost their respect for their friends because of what they did! Like helloOOo?? Almost everyone was part of it! ... I will support those who are "mourning". Ok lang yan guys!

Hmm.. My parents are busy looking for a new boarding house in the UP village so my sisters can live together coz sab's old boarding house is already full. I'm wondering where would I be when I graduate? Where would I stay when I'm all alone in college? I have a big phobia of being alone in some place I'm not very familiar I swear! And I don't wanna leave highschool I'm so gonna miss Zobel. Hmm....

Oh well.. .... Better focus on what's happening now. Like the present!

bio

2006-03-21T04:43:00.000-08:00

(Care to take some breathmints so you won't smell like a disgusting dog?!!) Ugh.
Let's talk about what happened today!! Louisa and Marian were not around kanina so wala ako seatmate! Only James, Edgar, Unica, Pardo and Miguel were around me kanina. James was so annoying he's always saying that he's smarter than me and always teases me with Alex! Grrr. Pardo was flaunting his exemption slips in Alg and Ap. Edgar kept on sniffing and sniffing the whole exam like he was gonna cry (peace).
Yeahy! We just finished Bio and AP finals kanina! Thank God I got exempted in Stats. Three more tests to go and its already summer for me! (Exept for the clearance thing..hassle) I am gonna miss my classmates.. Huhuhu! *sob*sob*
Funny:: I am not really good in telling stories but this one was really funnier than it looks like. Kanina during Bio exams Miguel was trying to get Pardo's dorky black pouch (peace) under his chair with out Pardo knowing it. I was trying not to laugh that time! He didn't even notice even when he looked at Miguel to say something! Then when Pardo was gonna get his pouch under his chair and he noticed na it's not there anymore, he glared at me bigla. And probably thought that I was the one who snatched it and he got mad at me! And Miguel was just laughing there! Tapos nung nakita ni Pardo na Miguel's messing with it, he took it and placed it under his chair again. And then Mapa was trying to snatch it again but it fell beside Pardo's feet for a while. Hinahanap ni Pardo pero he can't see it and then tumingin kay Miguel. Tapos sabi naman nI Miguel ako daw kumuha! Napikon si Pardo super nakakatawa he wasn't minding me when I was trying to tell him na Miguel's reaching out for it na. And nung Pardo wasn't looking, Miguel kicked the pouch to my feet and sinumbong ako kay Pardo! And we were just laughing the whole time! Naniwala naman! Shtupidy! (haha peace)
I was with Franky, Julia and Cher after school and we saw the other hotness(word ni Marian) Orlando Bloom/Michael Bolton and looked at us! The trademark flirty stare....Yaaak they're like 22 or something y/o! Haha!

2006-03-19T20:27:00.000-08:00

I dont wanna go to school anymore! We just had our CL finals. And I will be taking all the tests until Thursday!!! Bummer! I hate it. I dont want to study anymore. Arrgh!
We're planning to go to CPK daw after the exams on Thursday.. Hmm.. I'm not sure. .. I just want school to be over!!!

wee

2006-03-18T05:56:00.000-08:00

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It was a Friday and I didnt have a ride going home. My dad always has a meeting in Makati or QC every dismissal time that's why I rarely ride our only car these days. I just wish dad didn't have to sell the other car to Sir. so things will be a lot easier and I woudn't be walking home under the hot sun. That Friday, as I passed by Ma. Christina street, a healthy looking fat cat surprised me. Yes it looked cute coz it was leaning on its nose, but flies were swarming all over it...and I just realized as I moved closer... It's dead! It looked murdered, I swear! I was so freaked out that I ran as fast as I could until I reached Madrigal Ave. Was that an urban legend or something?! Freaky!

canteenie

2006-03-13T23:14:00.000-08:00

There were some revelations that happened awhile ago in the canteen. They might not seem like a big deal when we were being honest to eachother, but those revelations really meant something for me. Not that it's a bad thing..it's really really good that we told each other what we felt about what was happening in our "friendship" before. Before, we were like "halfed" or something. Like from eight..we 'grouped' ourselves into two. We (me, Franky, Jessa, and Marian) even called ourselves the "leftovers" because we always felt left-out and we can't relate to what they're talking about.... You know. Haha. And un pala the other half of our barkada felt the same! Haha. ..I just felt such a huge relief that we're not feeling awkward about eachother anymore. =) ..Well I hope so..
>>I can't be THAT sure.

qwerty

2006-03-09T23:51:00.000-08:00

It's already Friday and we're having computer free time in computer class during algebra and some FH people are here.. Later will be the freshmen night and I guess only half of the batch will come!! Hahaha!! Cher's sick today..=( and we're gonna visit her later in her house and watch some of her dvds.. Desperate Housewives Season2!! John's inviting me right now to somewhere I dunno after the freshmen night so that Jessa will come with them.. And Jessa said she won't come if a close friend of her won't come with her..

=p I don't want to go class anymore!

slacking off

2006-03-06T22:32:00.000-08:00

School is getting more boring and stressful every week! I just want summer to come and sleep all day!I didn't go to school yesterday! Haha! I was working on my Flash project for computer last Sunday...I was about to finish everything.. and then when I tried to save it, some kind of error occured because the file was too big and it cannot fit in my computer and it won't open in ate Aysa'a flash! So I started the whole thing all over again! I asked my mom if it is ok if I'll just go to school in the afternoon so I can work on my project.. But she told me that no one will drop me off at that time, so she insisted that I'll just be absent! Haha! And when I tried to upload it in my yahoo, some kind of error happened again! So my mom bought me my own flash drive(usb)! Yeahy! Haha!

loren's party

2006-02-27T05:43:00.000-08:00

Loren's party that was held in a suite in Vivere was a blast. -

Even though our asses barely left the couch and we ruled over the sofas! Haha losers! [joke]-I was with Marian, Cher, Franky, and Cynet all through the night.-

The party started at 8 and we left at as early as 10:30 because we didn't have any ride going home except for Franky and she was supposed to go home early.. -super nakakabitin.

But it's okay at least I didn't come home wasted and I still earned my parent's trust! O diba? -

I drank the first ever cup of beer ever in my life in that party. Haha.-I said I just wanted to have a little sip of redhorse, but Alex--ung may hawak ng cups and the bottle, poured me a cupfull. Haha. -

Of course I didn't finish that first cup on my own. My fellow 'innocent' friends wanted a sip too! Haha. So we were like passing the same cup to each other. Haha. -

After that first, I wanted a second, then a third, until I didn't know how many! Haha. -

But I wasn't drunk.=p-

As early as 9pm Manolo was aleady tipsy! Super laughtrip! He gets mad everytime someone hides his beer.-

People in other floors were complaining that we were too loud. And everyone started worrying that someone might come over and inspect the cause of all the loud noise. -

The guys hid the drinks and Manolo, incase someone might come over.-

Some sophomore or junior guy "crashed in" the party, and Loren didn't even invite that guy..She doesn't even know that guy-

I looked sick in all of my pics that night! Yuk.-

we watched "Love Actually" and "Dodgeball" which were showing in Star Movies-

I only realized the moment I got home that my sister can pick us up in Vivere at anytime we want! --sayang

I am sOooo rude

2006-02-23T23:15:00.000-08:00

THIS IS FOR FEB 21, 2006

Guilty:
Ok, so I didn't tell her last Monday.. I guess because she was not in class the whole day... ??
{Yeah, but I could have told her a while ago} I really don't wanna hurt anyone. But she
really has to know. God, I feel so guilty, my conscience is really bugging me right now. Guilty
that we didn't tell her sooner and guilty that she might really really get hurt. I know how it
feels, I've been through a lot.

Another kind of guilt:
I feel very uneasy nowadays, I don't want to hate anyone anymore..specially if that person is
not doing anything wrong.. The four or three of us are like hating this person, and we don't
even know why..it's such a shame.. How ignorant of us. Tsk, tsk, tsk.

I felt kinda bad for 'another friend' because everytime she does something embarassing that she's not aware of, some girls start singing "Shine, shine" like the one in a commercial before.
But I guess it's okay, everyones telling something about someone all the time. You can't really
trust anyone so much in highschool. I don't tell you everything, only what I think is significant.

"ick"

2006-02-20T22:35:00.000-08:00

Freshman night has been moved to March 10 from Feb25... So much for all the excitement!!
Edwin texted me that weekend, and I tried to be nice to him by replying nicely na walang pag-gago. But he abused my act of kindness by asking me out! Ick! And what's really annoying is that Edwin kept on bugging me last weekend! He somehow thinks that I still like him! He's asking me to 'hang-out with him during the freshman night'...and probably dance with him! ... NO WAY! Super annoying.. He's always calling and texting me and convincing me to change my mind and hang-out with him during the freshman night and 'takas' after! I kept on saying NO. NOTHING WILL CHANGE MY MIND. Do you still think I like you?! NO WAY! !@#$! And he still kept saying "cGe nA, pLeAsE cHiaRa. . . oNe tIme lAng tOh. . . aNg hIraP kAsi sAu aNg aRtE mU. . . "

ick!! i hate the way he texts its so nakaka-jologs! haha!
And one time when he called during the weekend, I answered it but I didn't even say a word to the phone. I just left it in the drawer of my table and I kept it shut for five minutes! haha! And he still kept on talking and talking.. bla bla bla!
hahah! He is making a fool of his self!

yeah!

2006-02-18T06:04:00.000-08:00

I can hear Champ Lui Pio singing in Town from here. "To be is all I....." haha! nyek! I'm so excited for next Saturday, we will have our freshmen night...in school and our theme will be movies...I think. I really don't know what I'm gonna wear. It's either Wilma FLINTSONE, Cleopatra, or someone else.. And after freshmen night, Loren will be celebrating her birthday in Vivere! Yeahy! [sorry late yung gift!] And I'm not keeping the party a secret from a friend anymore.. I mean, she must know somehow [even if might hurt her] that she's not invited.. All this time she can't wait to go to the party because its a late night party and there will be booze and stuff.. but she doesn't know that she's not invited... Someone has got to tell her that.. hmm.. We'll tell her nalang on Monday.

Hide me.

2006-01-26T21:25:00.000-08:00

Why does embarrasment has to be my second name?? I mean two days ago during intrams, my batchmate from
Zobel asked me "Chiara! What's your number?"
and I thought, I barely know you! and I said "Baket??"
and he said "wala lang". So anyway I gave him my number and I started saying "0917...."
then he interrupted "no, no, number sa jersey!!" and I was like, oh okhaha!!! ..not that I care or anything, but THAT was embarrasing! I just hope he wouldn't think that I want to text him or that I like him!! I really dont! Some of his friends are so annoying sometimes, they tease me with that guy I barely know!

free

2006-01-18T00:48:00.000-08:00

Haha. It's been so long since I had a new sensible entry in my blog. I havent been at home that much lately coz I always have somewhere to go to. Its like everyday I go to town with my friends every after dance practice. I just wish I'll be doin that alot cause I swear i had alot of fun with them--(classmates...okay: unica, marian, jenni, cher, loren, mika, and the guys) and dancing became my new thing! Yeay!
.. It bothers me alot that so many girls care sO much about popularity such a big deal!...

who the hell is kler??

2006-01-05T18:22:00.000-08:00

kler318 from ym.. i dont know her and she knows that i dont care who she is... so why bother?? kler elgot? im not sure...

deC. 19..jessa party!

2005-12-25T22:58:00.000-08:00

I feel like last Sunday was such a big blur everytime i reminisce about it. It's no doubt that Jessa pulled off a fab party. I liked every moment of it because of the fact that it's been so long since i hug-out with the "other half" of the b'kada like that.

Super laughtrip when we went upstairs to Jessa's room... Everytime one of us needs to go to the bathroom, they all hide....!! ok, weird..!!

We started to pillow fight...Marian started it! Haha! I was hitting Marian with the pillow and my fore-thumb collided to her braces! Oww..! Until now I still have this huge cut, it got infected and greenish-yellowish substance called puss (also known as "nana") started to develop in it, maybe because of the saliva in the braces!!! Eeww.. Hehe! Yeah, you know what they say, "it's all fun and even when someone got hurt". Hmmm... That'a not right isnt it?? Hehehe.

So, we played "bluff" and "one-two-three pass", the losers had to do a dare we assigned. We let Jessa sing out loud "Happy birthday to me" in her balcony above almost all the of the people that went to the party. And they let me say "hi" to John, Jessa's hottie cousin, who came all the way from Australia and freakishly looks a lot like Miko M! Yeah, like that was so hard to do! "Hi :D" Hahaha!!

At the end of the party we just went to the kitchen and Jessa pulled out this huge bottle, I was so surprised that we can finish one..I mean it's all sugar and artificial flavor!!... no booze for me! (The word no may not be popular in my parents' language but I'm not allowed to drink or anything...I think)

Everytime I reminisce about that day, I start to miss my friends!!!

WHATEVER.

2005-12-08T00:59:00.000-08:00

There's this one guy in my school know by the name of E. Olivarez--the cocky guy. Just to clear things out, I'm so not into him anymore ever since the week after my birthday of 2005. I've been so hurt many times with this guy and he didn't even give a damn to the fact that he knows that he's hurting me! So I got rid of him and I was in"love" with someone else that only sees me as a friend. But then he's (Edwin) begging me to like him back, but I told him so many time that I just dont like him anymore. You wouldn't believe how stupid he begs!

First he promised to BE my slave if I will say "yes" to hang-out with him during the fair. But ofcourse I wouldn't want to be anywhere near that guy so I became sarcastic: I asked him to do my homework and print all the handouts; and I gave him a list of things that he must buy for me that summed up to 18,000 bucks! His response to my sarcasm made me wanna laugh my stomach out! He demanded that I was materialistic and all the stuff he can say similar to that word.

Second, he called me a poser, swore at me, made my life miserable by helping my mortal enemy ruin me, and made the fight with my "enemy" even worse by bringing up the rumor that I was using my friends! And after all that he said he only acted that way cause he's still in"love" with me, that he's only concerned about me and whatever. Who in the world with a right mind fall for E. Olivarez acting that way? After all of the stuff I said that I just don't like him that way anymore, my being sarcastic and giving to my classmates the chocolates he gave me that I was "allergic" to, he still thought that I still like-like him!!!

my response

2005-12-08T00:34:00.000-08:00

What a hypocrite! She sort of like "told" me to say all the things that I dont like about her infront of her face and not in my blog. And know what? She exactly did the opposite thing! She has such a huge problem with me hating the color pink before and liking it now; and being obsessed to punk bands before.

I dont understand why she even called me a punk ass bitch and that I was feeling it too much when I only wore an outfit that's punk for ONCE! How much more immature can that be?! Getting mad at your friend for missing volleyball practice?!

She will do anything to bring me down and ruin me so a lot more people will hate me! Well if they will hate me for what "she" told them, then that's just PLAIN STUPID! I mean, there's no reason for them to hate me cause I'm not doing anything to them! And if they would believe "this girl", that's just dumb, ofcourse she'll say the worst things about me because she really wants to ruin me! How can I be a poser [like what she said in her blog]? It completely contradicts to who I am... I and almost everyone see me as the quiet, sort of shy, sit in one place kind of girl?!

I was so shocked that she even wrote in her blog that I think "daw" that I can let any guy fall for me, when you all know how distressed I am cause I'm head-over-heals desperate with some guy!

"Why dont you consult me first before ever thinking of writing the worst about me in your blog?! You'll make everyone think that you've become so innocent and kind to me and I'm the one who's bitching everyone out."

And the

vanity.. is that a sin?!

2005-12-07T02:40:00.000-08:00

ok so that was when?

october 16, 2005

i had so much fun yesterday with my let's say..'new' barkada. we did a lot crazy things that i never thought of doing in my old barkada! and that includes still enjoying our time in the mall even when we're totally broke!:

step 1- have you and your friends agree to curl your hair in one of your friend's house and wear mini'pleated skirts that wont make all of you look like papansin [which isn't really part of your plan].

step2- if not all of you are completely broke, one of your friends will be kind enough to treat everyone for a fabulous french tip manicure in david's salon.

step 3- start entering your favorite clothing stores [we suggest rustans, cinderella, topshop, 50th avenue] and start fitting the stylish clothes of your pick!

step 4- once you are all fabulously dressed in your favorite clothes, start taking pictures of your different poses!

**trust

so...it all started with this stupid fight we had over a stupid volleyball practice!

2005-11-23T19:42:00.000-08:00

my "friend" got so mad at me when i skipped volleyball practice!..what's the big deal? i dont want to be volleyball varsity anymore. i suck at it and our coach doesnt make me join in the ball games.i'm only instructed to pick the volleyballs and pretend i'm doing something! so what's the use of practicing when i dont learn anything?.... and since that happened, this fight goes on and on.. ofcourse franky and i stopped hanging out with our barkada... so we formed our own..we call ourselves the "picnic friends"=francis,lorenzo,julio,jimmy! a.k.a franky, loren, julia and me. four of us all have the same problems with our previous barkada that's why we decided to merge.. hahaha! i thought everything was exactly going great hanging out with them. but i felt leftout sometimes when i'm with them, they have their own issues that they dont want me to know..like im not part of their group. i thought i'm the only one who has the "problem" being with them..ndi pala. they were sort of backstabbing each other (where i and franky aren't part of) saying annoying stuff behind their backs...since that fight, franky and i decided to stay out of their riot and hang out with sila marian. i really had so much fun being with them="marian, louisa, cher, jessa, casey, and julia".. every week we always go to town with the usual way transpo--ride their bus, freshen up sa house ni marian, and ride the trike to town! nagtotown rin naman talaga kami since first term, when i was still with sina korina.. before i olny movies every two month. and now that i'm with them every two weeks! i can do so much fun stuff with them that i cant do with my other barkada! like fit clothes that we dont even think of buying, magpaFrench tip, curl our hair, wear pleated mini skirts, and boy hunt! hahahaha! and same rin naman with my old barkada eh, i can have such a fun time with them="regine,stef,korina,monica,carla.."
we go to rock concerts, own our space in the cinemas, and annoy guys! hahahaha! these days, our barkada seem to have partions, we are 8 split into two groups-- im with jessa, marian, and franky.,.and the other group consists of casey, cher, julia and louisa! i admit, its a bit sad.. hehehe!.. but i still love everyone that's part of our barkada..no matter how unclose some of us can be! hehehehe!

you make me feel like i... can get lost inside ur eyes..

2005-07-27T03:48:00.000-07:00

ok so everyday i see him and talk to him... and even flirt with him!!! but doest he ever understand my true feelings? like he always says that im pretty but i know hes just kidding me.. well cummon hes already taken.. and his gf looks like an alien!! everyone knows that... i really really like him.. coz carl is:

cute

hot

super innocent

gentleman

nice

cool

sweet

boyfriend like

a very nice friend

he can be friends w/ anyone

and hes just so special....

i can really see myself with him.. but all i am to him is a bestfriend.. why? i really wish everything he does will come true.. the way he says 'u look so pretty'...i wish he would mean it.. the way he would put his arm around me..i wish he would do that for real.. and how he would say that he would fight for me.. i also wish it would be real... i never felt like this before.. i never felt like flying and being on air.. with edwin it feels so boring and really..i dunno freaky and baduy?! ok this isnt me.. i never used skyblue all my life! oh my gosh... carl is such a disease..

oh cummon!!!

2005-07-25T03:59:00.000-07:00

my highsch life.. so ordinary so the same so boring.. nothing changes and... i feel so lost everytime.. i feel like there's no one who i can trust.. that everyone is so plastic and theres no one hu i can turn to and lean on watever.... this life is so hard to live.. i cant have this feeling of being happy and really really satisfied with all the people around me... you can see me happy all the time but inside im not u see i dont feel loved... everyone gets mad at me for the simplest stuff... and i dunno i dont understand why some people can be so cruel and treats me like dirt.. i dont do anything wrong with you!!! i cant afford to lose anyone who has been always there for me... this isnt for edwin guys!! this is for a friend that you wont seem to know who.. ok? argh!! shes always the one who gets mad rebels at the simplest things possible on earth!!! i wanna replace you for another friend but.... its just not like that u know.. im not like you! im not a backstabber!!! ok?! you make my world really horrible!!!! coz you're so horrid you know that?!! and you even think you're better that me on everything... but you're actually just worshipping your self! u even think you're pretty!!! yuck!